The Fast Times of Lance

I thought I was done crying but I am not I looked on facebook and one of the things I was clinging on was no longer there its official and I don't want to accept this reality I wish this was all a bad dream. I don't know what to do, I need a time machine but time is never my friend. What do you do when you are no longer needed? I just want her to say I need to be with you, I miss you. I just need one more chance to wow her, but she doesn't need me like I need her :(